Is there such things as lonelyness?
all I can do is ask for forgiveness.
I know I'm wrong
But I dont think I can be Strong.

Everynight I think about alot of things,
alot of things that make me scared.
sometimes I think about my futere,
sometimes I think about my past .

There are silly things that I've done,
but I guess I cant turn it all around.
Being strong is what I need,
and freedom is what I seek.

I dont know if u guys think that the title and the poem goes together :)
oh well. what do you think?
i guess some people do regret about their past, and surely they want to fix it.
but i think whats done is done. look to the future, and make your way from there.
regreting something is not going to fix anything.

problem in the past, let it be the past. dont look back, because looking back is going to hold you for becoming something great. let the past be a lesson to you.

try to be patient in doing something, and like dont make the same mistake again.
so you wont regret it in the future.

Temptation to make the same mistake will always there, and i guess its kinda hunts u down.
u know why?because they know that that problem is your weakest point.

i always fall for the same mistake again and again, why?
because i always thing that i am weak and i cant fight the temptation.
but let me tell u something, the courage in your heart have to be bigger than the temptation.
so when the temp is there, you can fight it and say "get the he#@ out of here."

(write it in english so my dearest cuz can read it to)

sorry cuz if my english is terrible hehehe.
missing you guys alot. cant wait to see u all.
hope you like it :)