Something happen and I started to loose my grip...
Feeling confuse and lost..
I don't know where to go....
I don't know where to stay...

All my life I have been the person who is different..
Different from others and different from my family..
I don't know who I am....
I don't know what I should be...

They love me and they don't want to let me go..
They care about me and they always think what's best for me..
I don't know what to say...
I don't know what to do...

Suddenly it brought tears to my eyes
I realized that I'm not meant to be here
Where should I go...
Where should I be...

I'm feeling stress out
I'm feeling depress
Will they listen....
Will they understand...

The tears never stop
But now its because they are trying to understand
They are trying their best to bring out the best of me
Those are the tears of joy