meihat dirinya, memikirkan dirinya
Siapakah aku, yang ingin memilikinya.
Akankah dia melihat, keberadaan diriku?
Akankah dia tau siapa aku.

Ku mencoba berbicara
Tapi apakah aku bisa?
Kucoba menahan malu
Tapi apakah aku mampu?

Rasa hati yang menggelegar
Konsentrasiku yang buyar
Bagaikan badai di laut luas
Akankah ini membuatku puas?

Akankah aku menyimpan rasa ini?
Akankah aku akan tetap begini?
Hanya aku yang dapat merubahnya
Hanya aku yang dapat melakukannya.

puisi ini dibikin karena perasaan yg ada tapi tidak berani melakukan apa apa.
perasaan yg ada hanyalah diri sendiri yg tau, kecuali kalo misalnya dikasih tau ke
orangnya betul?sayang lagi kalo misalnya orang itu tuh ga tau.
dari pada menyesal, iya ga?

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gila yah, LIFE............trying tohave a simple life, but i think it is not going to be that simple hu.
trying to enjoy life, but i think it is not that easy.
people have problems, some thing that their probs is harder than the other.
i guess every single probs is the same. it is where you are at the moment and at that moment you are facing that probs. one probs is hard for some people and other probs is even harder.
i suppose its where you are at that moment.

does it make sense? i guess i mumble alot hu.

than, how to solve the problem?

take each day step by step, if you cant go to bed, its ok. think about it and slowly find the answer. and yet if you still cant find the answer, pray and pray. dont ever let you, yourself, with your own strenght and power solve the problem. u have to trust the One Above and you should let Him help you. trust me, it works. eventhough the answer is not straight away, but He will give you.